Rindu?

 apa yang paling dirindukan???

Larian adalah yang ku rindukan..

Starts with 5km fun run on 2012 or 2013 if im not mistaken..

Back then, 5km was like... haha hanya tuhan sahaja yang tahu...lepas tu stop.. kelaut.. training pun mcm apa dah jadinya..pastu ada la sikit sikit...start serious back on 2018 onwards.. did my very first 10km scklm event.. the biggest run event in malaysia.. training mcm kipchoge haha..oh ya, berat ku 135 or more.. but i manage to reduce it until 106.. diet tahap gaban.. haha.. disambung pula 2019.. my very first year doing hm.. half marathon.. 21km.. ini memang aku diet and training bersungguh.. siap cross training.. support from family.. finish time not so bad.. alhamdulillah  im proud to my self.. 2020 suppose to be my frist fm.. Full Marathon 42km.. but due to covid.. event cancel.. aku buat hm selngor marathon on febuari 2020.. utk prepare 42km... tapi saat genting dlm training.. injury.. sedih jugak.. tapi manage to improve finish time on my HM.. ditambah pula kemalangan motor bulan 5... lagi la xboleh lari atas nasihat doctor..so, diet kelaut and berat naik balik... ini yang paling kecewa sebenarnya.. tapi, start december.. aku dah start balik diet aku..aku ada goal and target.. berat 80kg please... nak juga jadi hensem sikit la.. tapi, ada juga pendorong semangat aku.. terima kasih awak... hehe siapakah awak tu?? Masih lagi misteri.. but i can say that... someone special la.. eh dah la.. next post sambung... 

For you....

It’s all in my red heart
But it doesn’t seem like that
No no
Because of you, it feels complicated
That’s right, I think I’m right on that
All the lights in the world are pouring down
I want to know what’s going to happen next
The sunrise 
Looking at you
Even in an uncertain future
It’s getting a little closer
The more I get closer, the farther it gets
I’m in fear
I’ll be waiting
My burning heart will not hold on
I’ll send you all of me
So that you remember me
There’s no use calling anymore
No matter what I do, there’s no use
You don’t react even a little bit
Forget it, just stop
Wake up from your dreams
Don’t pretend you don’t know anything

salam 2021...

lama rasanya tidak menulis...💓💓💓

kehidupan sedikit sibuk sekarang..

alhamdulillah sedikit sibuk rezeki bertambah...

walaupun penat..tapi itulah nama mencari rezeki..

bersyukur sangat rasanya...

terima padaNya...

hati ni sebenarnya dah lama sunyi...

teringin ada peneman hidup..

teman berbual..

bergaduh..

haha tak de la...

to be straight, i need someone by my side..

found someone actually..

we both have the same status..

but the things is, she is older than me..seems no issue to me..

at this level, age doesn't matter..

we are not really let out our feelings. Just i did cleared few things. She seems to have a bad experiences.. For my side, i always sincerer on thing i did or does..

when comes to feelings, it is naturally came. u cant force it or rush on it..

this is life..

i will accept who you are...

i really wanted you to be mine( in halal way). to be ur imam to you and kids.

to be a leader and brings you to jannah..insyAllah kalau dengan keizinan Allah swt.

To you my special.... i miss you alot...